I was really boring this days.If you ask me why,there's only one answer—my sickness.Because of my sickness,I stay a lot of days at home for rest,and here's nothing to do.I just hang around.Usually,when peole have nothing to do,they will think a lot,something like a day dream,and I'm also of them.I'm an ordinary people,a worldling.I spent a lot of time to dream,and it's blind and dull.I can not reconigze myself a little bit.This's not what I used to be- very healthy,happy,optimistic,and full of energy.I know that I cannot keep going like this.If I continue doing this,my life will have nowhere to run,and then,I will slowly fall into depression till the day I will be destroyed."No,no way." I warned myself again and again,"get the confident I used to have and try my best to live." Although it maybe in vain,I have to try ,to change my situation,to live better,untill I can be a sunny guy again.
Come on!you are always the best!
这个是我自己翻译的,稍稍有点改动.我的英文水平并不是超级棒.也许会有些语法错误,但大致意思不会错.如果他们都是机器翻译的,希望我的这个可以帮到你.