l do not clear what do i really want.actually,l do not know what i am gonna do in the near future.just as the poet,‘l was wandered like the cloud.’　　at the beginning of college,i did have one dream,but now it seems that it does not make any sense anymore.　　maybe becoming a teacher is one of the way ahead of me,whereas my diploma is not so qualified.human being is really a strange creature,because they can think,and they could make their now way of life.but where is mine?　　thinking is the only thing that the god gave toman.　　i do not know what i am saying,but i do hope i can do something for myself ,for my own future.的意思