Referring to your topic ,to be honest,your grammar is very poor ,and also some of your sentences are ill-organized.So I suggest you that you better amend your grammar primary ,if you can handle the first step and then you should try to enlarge your vocabulary.Of course ,there are many ways can guide you to achieve that goal.Such as read newspaper ,book,magazine,and such like.
The most important thing is that you should ask yourself "Do I really wanna learn English?Do I really wanna conquer English?" If the answer is "Yes" ,make a plan for yourself and follow it completely without any excuse.
Anyway ,English is a tool,it can help you communicate with others ,the same function as your mother language.If you treat it as your mother tongue,I believe it is only the matter of time for you.
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