执著：zhi zhuo
鞭策：bian ce
盛名：sheng ming
报酬:bao chou
奢望:she wang
蹂躏:rou lin
呵责:he ze
懊恼:ao nao
沉醉:chen zui
迷醉:mi zui
猝然长逝:cu ran chang shi
问心无愧:wen xin wu kui